The world is a bundle

Of surprises. Anxiety, love, judgmental, compassion, worry, joy, grief, expectations, disappointment, understanding, selfishness,sacrifice and so much more come in varying degrees day in and out. What life has in store for me , I do not know? But I often wish I could choose which emotion to live in a day. I truly wish they did’nt all bombard me when I least expect them. Especially when the emotion I chase so much and which remains so very elusive is peace. I want peace to stop being a visitor and come be a permanent resident. But she seems to have too many homes to visit and so only puts a brief appearance in my life , reminding me that she exists, before she sets off again.