Of surprises. Anxiety, love, judgmental, compassion, worry, joy, grief, expectations, disappointment, understanding, selfishness,sacrifice and so much more come in varying degrees day in and out. What life has in store for me , I do not know? But I often wish I could choose which emotion to live in a day. I truly wish they did’nt all bombard me when I least expect them. Especially when the emotion I chase so much and which remains so very elusive is peace. I want peace to stop being a visitor and come be a permanent resident. But she seems to have too many homes to visit and so only puts a brief appearance in my life , reminding me that she exists, before she sets off again.